One of the most interesting parts of the actor journey is what you end up learning about yourself and how you "tick." I recently had to make an interesting choice that involved a bit of soul-searching. I learned a bit about myself and thought I'd share it with you.

I was recently offered a role in an ongoing children's show in Los Angeles. It's a steady, professional gig with paid rehearsals & performances (we're not talking quiting the day job but not bad $). Most actors would be jumping for joy over such an offer. Ongoing paying jobs are few and far between for most actors. But for me, I had to really stop and think about it. Why?

Well, it's a stage show geared towards a children's audience. I won't be stretching my craft much as a performer and there's little chance that it will lead to professional tv/film work. Though stage work is great fun and fulfilling, the possibility that someone influential might see it is the main reason most people do stagework in LA. That probably won't happen. So, essentially, doing this show takes me off course from my focus of pursuing tv and film work.

But I agreed to do it anyway. Why? That's what I wanted to know. With a bit of soul-searching, I think I've figured it out.

1. This particular show will include doing quite a bit of improv and interaction with the kids. I've done that kind of thing before and really enjoyed it. Improv is great training and a fun challenge. On top of that, kids are a great audience. They are very giving and honest with their feelings.If you're doing well, they adore you. If you're not cutting it, they couldn't care less. They keep you on your toes to say the least.

2. I'm a worker. It's all part of my farmboy upbringing and it's the way I'm wired. What I've discovered is that I have more creative energy and confidence when I have a project to look forward to or focus on. As a result, I audition with more ease and end up booking more. I won't begin rehearsals until the Spring so ultimately, I have the psychological benefit for five months before I even start the project.

So, though I'm going to be doing some work that's not in line with my goals, I think it will still help me get ahead. In addition to the other benefits, I'll be working with a nice group of people. I'll have an understudy and there's a mutual "two-week notice" -- both of which will allow me to pursue other industry projects.

I'll keep you posted as times goes by on the project but, for now, I wanted to share something new that I've learned. It's interesting how things work out and what you learn along the way.

Congrats on the job!!! I'm so happy for you. That's awesome.
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I love kids. They keep you honest. ;o)